The internal conflict

Misinterpreting The Power Of Choice Is The Most Fundamental Mistake That Begins A Lifetime Of Disappointments, Excuses, And Failures.

We All Have Sad Stories That We Have Triumphantly Become Victorious Over, We’re Black And In America, That’s Something That Is Obviously Required To Be Successful. Yet A Question That Haunts Me Each Night In My Bitter Rage Of Fighting Sleep As I Work Tirelessly On My Business, Is What Will The Story Of My Daughter Be? What Will The Common Thread Of Shared Experiences Be Between The Peers Of Her Generation? 

We Can Basically Sum History Up For Blacks In America In Groups, Respectively Speaking Such As Natives, Slaves, Freed Slaves, Free Born And In Mindsets That Correspond To Each.  Yet Today, In This Age Of Information, Mental Development, Progress, Access To Education, Therapy And Empowerment Seminars Galore The Mentality Most Negros Are Stuck In The Freed Slave Mentality. Waiting For Permission, Asking And Waiting To Be Granted Or Thinking The Desires Of Having Justice And Due Diligence Are Something That We Must Be Peaceful And Accept About When Denied. Many People Accepted Some Resort To A Rebellious Mentality, With the Attitude, This Is What I Have To Do To Get By. Others Accepted A Submissive Behavior But, In So Many Words Saying I’m Going To Be Good And Stay Out Of Trouble By Doing What I Have To Do To Get By. The Entire Existence Of The Negro Has Just Been Doing What We Have To Do To Just Get By. We’ve Submitted Our Will And Freedom To The Mindset Just To Get By. We’ve Lost So Much Power In This Mentality, We Don’t Even Have The Resources Or Confidence In Our Communities To Survive And Thrive Independently. In This New Age Of Negro Entrepreneurship, Are We Applying The Information And Showing Our Children That Suffering Is Not Their Birthright? Are We Explaining To Them That Their Mindsets Determine Their Thinking, And Their Thinking Determines Their  Choices, And Their Choices Create The Reality In Which They Live? Are We Living That Way? What We Victorious People May Not Have Realized, And Maybe We Have Realized But Haven’t Emphasized That The Key To Freedom Thinking Is Understanding The Power Of Choice. The Power Of Choice Not Only In Yes Or No, But In Discovering Other Options. The Power Of Choice Begins In The Mind. Choosing To Think You Can Instead Of You Cannot Or You Must Wait On Needed Help Or Permission. The Power Of Choice Helped Each One Of You Entrepreneurs, Independent Contractors, And Leaders Gave You The Freedom To Do All That Your Power Of Purpose Intended For You To Complete On This Earth. The Power Of Choice Even Opens Your Mind To Believe Creator Has Embedded An Assignment Of Purpose In The Very Breath You Breathe, And Must Be Completed Before Your Very Last Breath Is Taken. Accepting The Power Of Choice Is The First Step In Taking Responsibility For Our Own Lives, Our Own Circumstances, And Our Own Fate. So Many Say They Want To Live Like Some Religious Figure That Walked The Earth In Purpose, But Don’t Understand That The Very Thought Of Living Someone Else's Journey Is Self Defeating And Pointless. Warriors Are Born And Slain Daily In The Negro Community Because The Fact That We Aren't Allowed To Believe We As A People Need To Be Defended Because We Feel The U.S. Services Protect Us, When In Fact, Our Warriors Are Those Young Men And Ladies In The Street Pointlessly Claiming Colors And Shooting At The Very One's They Should Be Working Together With.